瀑布

從前總以為

圓滿

就是完美無缺

卻原來

只有擁抱了缺憾

才可能圓滿

湖泊

有了缺口

才有了

小河的自由

生命中

最深刻的學習

最珍貴的禮物

往往都是缺口

因為痛

才深入靈魂

圓滿

從來就不是完美無缺

完美無缺

就失去了前進的動力

小河流著流著

有一天

就來到了大海

小河問大海

為什麼生命中總要有缺憾

大海說

不是生命中總有缺憾

而是一廂情願的完美

本就不存在

缺口是為了打破

我們自己創造的幻像

懷著愛往下走去

終將看見真實

Judging

I saw so much judgement in me, and that seemed to be the reason why it is so hard for me to flow..

they are like chains

how do I release judgement against myself, how do you not have judgement against yourself?

create space
the ego mind always rushes from one place to another
and in rushing from one place to another as you judge, you jump to conclusion.

see yourself as a pot of flowers instead, give it time to grow, water it, and watch it grow. You don't expect a pot of flower to grow right away, but you have the patience to wait, so my dear, give yourself time, and don't rush to judgement, see the pot of flower whenever you see yourself judging.

thanks

you are saying watching the flower grow, just like Harmon said watching the grass grow :-)

Take the time to draw a pot of flowers to give to yourself, that's your first illustration :)

Stillness

At the root of every emotion, there is stillness.  We don’t reach stillness by having no emotions.  We reach stillness by finding the stillness in each emotion. Look at an aquatic plant, they move with the current, but at the root of it there is stillness.  When we find that stillness in the midst of the feelings/emotions we have, we will understand the essence of our emotion. We will be able to embrace the pain that trigger the emotion.  We will find peace and love that give back to stillness.

Realization

As a human, realization and inspiration is how I touch the one, but they are like droplets in the lake, I get to peek into the vast knowing a small bit at a time, but I want to know more. However, there’s a different game out there, you don’t reach for what is known, you reach into the unknown and create a new knowing, yourself.

Ankaar told me:
There’s no memory, only knowing, direct knowing.  In our world, you don’t think with your mind , you receive from the universe and flow with the universe, you breathe, breathe in the rhythm of the universe, you create, you create new meaning, your creation brings unknown into knowing.  Everything that is known is there for you to access, but you are pushing the frontier of the unknown.  We play, we play in the unknown which is the void, we create.

It is such a beautiful dance without fear.